Hi, I don't know why I'm telling you this story, my girlfriend said I should be getting psychiatric help, but this is my story about how I came to have sex with an older man, well old enough to be my grandfather and actually I have never felt better.

I still live at home with my mum and step dad and am now into my last year of high school and get good grades. I'm average looking I guess and am in good shape except that my left d cup breast is noticeably bigger than the right one. Mum says they may even up as I get older and won't enter any conversation about surgery to make them even, but I get by with a comfy bra that I enjoy wearing with a low cut top so that the tops of my breasts quiver like jelly as I walk and it drives the boys wild... But don't get me wrong, I'm not always a flirt.

We live in the hill and on the slightly downhill side behind a big hedge that my step dad often threatened to cut down, but he was seldom home, always traveling or out to meetings and Mum went out a lot leaving me home alone. I never minded as we are the typical dysfunctional family and I had a few girl friends who often stayed over, and I tried girl sex and it was nice but not for me. I liked cock or so I thought. I had been sexually active the past 4 years since my cycle started and let 26 boys fuck me (one at a time), but they were mostly so boring, they would cum in 30 seconds just as I was starting to enjoy it. I guess my sexuality was wakened when I was little, well 5 or 6, when I used to watch my mum and real dad have sex, a few times I masturbated watching and it was nice, but usually after 5 or 10 mins, I would get bored and go do something else.

Now back to my story; from my bedroom window I could just see over the big hedge into the garden and pool area next door. An elderly man lived there and I have met him briefly at the annual bbq for the residents of our street. He was tall, slim and clean shaven and reminded me of my older mother brother, but on those occasions Mother talked to him for ages while us girls did our own thing.

Now I'm not a pervert, and to see over the hedge I had to stand on my bed which I did the first time last xmas, I heard voices and laughter coming from beyond the hedge, so I peeked and there were 10 or so naked people enjoying a swim and bbq. Well I was fascinated but it was uncomfortable standing there but over the next few weeks, I peeked and sometimes saw him gardening and naked and once there was a woman with him, they swam and disappeared. I wondered if they were fucking.

After school one day, I let this new boy fuck me, his name was Andrew, but he come in like 10 seconds and then said he had to go, I was pissed off, went home and masturbated. Later I went to the kitchen and found mum actually cooking a meal, a rare event of recent times, then I met the man she was cooking for. Stan seemed nice enough but I took my meal upstairs and afterward heard them go out, home alone again.

I peeked over the hedge, the neighbour was sitting by the pool reading, inspired or intrigued, I am not sure what possessed me, but I put on my bathers and went an knocked on his door. He answered dressed in tee shirt and jeans, and he remembered my name which was a surprise. I asked to use his pool and he said "sure, your most welcome, come on through."

I had my swim and afterward we chatted for a half hour over a glass of wine and I went home feeling really nice and slept well. Come Saturday, Stan collected mother, I did some homework, chatted to Elli, one of my girl friends, she was going to some family function and I was well, alone again. I peeked over the hedge, Tom his mane is, was gardening and naked, he had a good vege patch and a section that was larger than most in our area. I watched for a half hour noticing the grey hair, a little thin on his head, and his chest hair spread over and tapered down to his navel, and of course my eyes went on down to his genitals - but I may describe them later.

I thought an afternoon by the pool would be nice, so I showered and shaved my bits, put on one of mums string bikinis under a shirt and mini skirt and knocked on Toms door. He answered wearing a pair of shorts that I had previously noticed hanging in the coat rack near the door. I asked if I could take a swim and he invited me in.

I was not sure of myself, but said, "I hope I'm not interrupting anything" and he said 'No, "I can continue with my work while you swim." I followed through the house, and as we went onto the patio, I said, "you have such a lovely and very private garden, you could skinny dip and sunbathe naked, do you mind if I do." The thought of being naked in front of someone sent a chill of fear through me along with something else warm and kind dream like.... He laughed and said, "few visitors ever were clothes here and I only dress for guests, be my guest and make yourself at home, I have some friends coming over later, so if you are comfortable nude, your welcome to stay for dinner." With that he dropped his shorts and hung put them on the back of a chair, gave me a big smile and said "enjoy your swim, sing out if you need anything."

I watched as he walked away and though oh hell, stripped and spent a half hour doing laps of the pool. Leaning on the edge, I watched him, he was facing away and it was kinda fascinating seeing his balls hanging down as bent down. I felt refreshed and good and went and lay back in a deck chair, closed my eyes and relaxed.

I felt a coolness over my skin, then realized I was naked at my neighbours place and he was somewhere naked as well... I opened my eyes, I was now shaded by an umbrella and there was a tall glass of ice something beside me. The sun had moved and I realized I had been sleeping. Toms voice came through, "I hope you had a good sleep, I moved the umbrella so you wouldn't get sunburned, and there is a fresh fruit juice for you." I mumbled "thanks" and took a sip, it was really nice and made from real fruit.

Tom said "I have some friends coming for dinner and your most welcome to stay and I could use a hand in the kitchen." "I feel quite ok nude in front of you, but I'm not sure about anyone else," I said.  Reassuringly he said "don't worry, your lovely and will fit right in." I followed him into the kitchen and followed his directions and made some mayonnaise from oils and a pile of fresh herbs from his garden while he fixed a couple of salads and he explained the characteristics of his guests making me laugh and and a few times we brushed - skin to skin - it felt normal but somehow electrifying...

His guests all arrived within 10 minutes of each other, talk about punctuality.. I was introduced to 3 couples and a guy and a girl who arrived separately. I hovered in the kitchen as they arrived and undressed somewhere and was introduced to these naked people, it was so weird as I generally judge people by their clothes and here there were no reference points..

Sam and Eloise were older and Sam was the life of the party and often has us almost in tears laughing, a big man, his belly hung down almost concealing a tiny penis and his wife was very slim and hardly any bust at all. Roger and Camille were probably in there 30's, Roger was athletic with about a soft 4 inch cock that almost audibly slapped is thighs as he walked and his balls looked totally shaved. Camille was pretty and petite with perky c cup breasts and her pubes a trimmed to a cute little heart. Alan and Rose were short and stocky, he had a really fat cock and she had big boobs that almost sagged to her waist and then there was Rita, a tall Latin, lady probably in her 40's, she was totally shaved with lovely big pointy breasts and a lovely figure and Ronnie, a lanky guy from out west with reddish hair and an equally skinny looking cock... Well this is my first time with naked people, should I see anything different?

But everyone is nice looking in their own way and I felt comfortable enough, we ate drank and laughed a lot. After the meal I saw Sam and Rita go upstairs and I helped clear up and Ronnie hovered near and helped while Camille and Tom stacked washed up. They flirted a little and Tom got half a hard on at one point, but Ronnie and I distracted them as we came in, then desert was prepared and a few glasses of wine were swallowed, another hour went by, I was feeling a little light headed.

I said I had to go, it was already 10.00pm. As I left I saw  Eloise and Roger going upstairs, then Ronnie dressed ran out after me and walked me home. It was chauvinistically nice and he have be a big hug and a kiss. I lingered in his arms for to long, he fondled my boobs and his had was starting to move down when I said good night and went in.

The house was quiet and I lay awake for ages turning over everything in my mind and eventually slept. The next morning I phoned Tom and thanked him for a lovely evening and said how I felt refreshed and somehow different.. He said I was welcome and that everyone liked me and that I could go there any time and I said I would be over after lunch. So after a morning chatting online I went over, and as I arrived, Camille was just leaving and looking immaculate in a low cut top, mini skirt and heels. She gave me a quick hug and I left Tom saying his good byes and went to the pool, stripped and began doing laps and presently Tom joined me.

He was a good swimmer and I stopped and watched him do a few laps, the rippling of his muscles, especially his ass... When he stopped he did a few stretches and I said that if I did that it would hurt and pointed out the faint remains of a bruise on my shoulder where fell in gym class 2 weeks back. He asked if is was still sore and offered to give it a rub, well in for a penny in for a pound... "sure" I said. "Lay on the patio over there and I'll get some lotion" he said and I watched him dry off and go into the house.

I was sitting drying off as he returned with a jar of cream and he knelt behind me and began rubbing my back and shoulders, it was nice and I questioned him about his life and about his friends. it turned out he was divorced, his wife not liking his liberal and naturalist lifestyle had left 10 years ago and he and most of his friends belonged to the valley naturalist club. At one point her asked how I was doing and what was happening in my life.  I told him about school and home, he seemed to know about my mum and her new lover and I told him about my uneven boobs but he said he hadn't noticed. I lay back onto his thighs as he rubbed my neck and shoulders and I lifted my breasts to show him how different the were and said "see."

He agreed there was a slight difference and his hands moved closer to them, they felt nice and I let go my breasts and reached my arms back around his waist and stretching a little. It was nice feeling his lean muscles and I suddenly felt his cock pressing between my shoulders, he was getting a hard on and I smiled. "We are tempting providence" he said, "who's providence?" I asked feeling a growing dampness between my legs. I let go his waist and guided his hands to my breasts and I watched as they made soft lazy circles that closed into my nipples which suddenly seemed to sprout and the little bumps all around rose up, I felt hot.

I rolled over and pushed him onto his back, stroked his chest a few times and said "you've a might fine looking penis Mr Tom."  He laughed and said "yes our bodies are wonderful" and fell silent as I started sucking him off, licking from his balls up to the tip.. it must be all of 9 inches I thought, bigger than any boys I'd been with and wondered if would fit it in me... I tried taking it in my mouth and it was more than a mouthful, it just fitted in but it hit the back of my throat before it was half way in. I move to a position where the angle was more comfortable and bob my head up & down for a while Tom said "that's very nice, move around so I can taste your sweet pussy," I sat over his face and his mouth an tongue went to work, it was so very nice, better than the girls that I had done this with. It was so nice, it distracted me from his cock but I tried to be attentive and as I went down he was now pushing up a little almost forcing it down my throat and I gagged a few times and had to stop for breath and then I come, god I'd cum on his face. My body shuddered a few times and I lay still not sure what to do.

"Lets change position, you have such a beautiful sweet pussy" he said as I got off him and he sat up and held me in his arms. We kissed and as I sat in his lap I felt his cock against my belly and stroked it with my hand for a while while we kissed & cuddled,. Then I lifted up and put the tip into my pussy and it hurt as I tried to take it in. noticing my hesitation Tom said "lay down,"  I obeyed and lay on my back watching as he got in position and then to my surprise and sudden rush of pleasure his cock slipped into me, my god it felt huge like it was pushing up into my belly and making me feel full. Then I realized he was only half way in as he began stroking.. at first it was pure pleasure but then it would go in deeper and I got a momentary pain before he pulled back but then I cum again.. god this was a first.

But he went on and on and on and he made me cry, then laugh and often all I could do was go aaaahhhh ahh ahh ahh aahh each time he pushed in seemingly deeper and deeper. Then he put my legs over his shoulders and went faster and faster, slamming into me and all I could do was moan, then he was grinding down and my clit was on fire and I was crying and I felt so happy and then his body was quivering as he trust and held in and it felt like I was on cloud 9 as great waves of exquisite ecstatic feelings swept over me.

I bought my legs down and we lay quietly together for a few moments before he said "your so wonderful, I hope that didn't hurt to much." I said I now think I know how it feels to be really fucked, it hurt a bit at times when you went deeper - you have such a big cock, I thought I might break.. but if this is how sex is supposed to be I think I'm hooked."  He laughed and went on to say how much he enjoyed fucking me and how incredible I was, and we chatted like I'd known him forever. A bit later I felt a bit awkward walking with love juice streaming down my legs, we took a shower and ate, then he had somewhere to go so I went home.

The house was empty and my pussy felt a bit sore, so wanting some company I invited some girl friends over for the evening. Anna and Jess could tell something had happened to me but I said nothing but they made me blush a few times. Anna stayed the night, she is a bit gay and it was nice having my pussy licked again, but I was thinking of Tom. I eventually told Anna my secret and she swore to secrecy and it was nice to be able to tell someone. The next day at school the word was out that I had changed and was in love.. of course I denied it but the day passed pleasantly enough and that evening I called Tom and we had a long conversation and arranged to visit after school the next day.

When I arrived, he had visitors sitting around the desk in his office, so I went and swam and he joined me 15 minute later. Then after a few laps I stopped and we kissed and cuddled then he made me lie forward over the edge of the pool. His fingers explored my pussy and he asked if I was sore, I said no so he spreads my legs and goes to work with his tongue, licking my pussy and ass.. it was nice and made me wet, god I was ready and felt so grateful when he put his cock in. Oh I moaned and groaned, and had 3 orgasms before he ordered me to turn and face him which I did wrapping my legs around his as he put his cock in and after 10 minutes I said "enough, I need a rest." He then picked me up and carrying me sat on a low chair and we kissed and talked for a while and feeling ready for more gently started fucking him, lifting up & down & up till I could see the tip of his cock and sliding down the slippery pole.. I cum again in 2 mins and thought if those boys could se me now... But I had to stop and he still had not cum so I half sucked him off and did a hand job. He gave me a few directions and soon he cum in my mouth and hesitantly I swallowed a couple of mouthfuls of salty cum.

I now have a secret hole in the hedge to get into Toms place and we have sex almost every day and some nights I stay over. As yet none of my friends or my mum know but expect I may be found out eventually, but I feel happy, my grades are even better. Anna and I spend a lot of time together and I have been labeled as being gay by some of my class, but I don't really care.  So is it right or wrong? who knows, I am happy an feel my sexuality is just emerging.  I have asked the site management to forward comments, so if there is anything you want to say, or advice, please let me know. Jemma xxooxx

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