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The story of my deviant development. By Andrea

Hi my name is Andrea, I was just an average schoolgirl, and I just like to share with you some of the things that we got up to at school. Like most of the girls in my class I loved fashion and everything new and exciting, we a smoked a little pot and partied. We saw the world of adults as being corrupt and cruel, and as horrid as adult life looked to us, it seemed that this was something we had to become ourselves to succeed in the big wide world and it made most of us afraid and we rather pretended that it was not real so we created our own reality around fashion dressing up and in playing games while dreaming of financial success and romantic happiness.

Going through puberty was a bore, my life and my body were changing and my boobs were getting bigger as were my hopes and fears. Although I did not think so, I was slim, trim and fairly fit. I had male pinup models on my walls and as most girls, imagined myself in love with every heartthrob in town and the boys, well they seemed so rough and rude, unnecessary and dimwitted, but at the same time deep down, they excited me.

Of course we girls talked about them and devised different strategies to get their attention. By the time I was 13, I began to use a push-up bra, wore shorter skirts and showed a little cleavage and by doing this. I found that not only the boys, but even grown men were interested in me and gave me their attention. We soon realised that the boys and men were mostly more interested in our bodies than us so we began to use our bodies to tease them a little and provoke different reactions. By the time I was 15 I really felt like a woman but the world was a totally confusing place compounded by the fact that I learned both my parents had other relationships leaving me feeling more confused used than ever.

Up to now my sexual experience was almost non-existent and my girlfriends tales of what they had done and with who were fascinating, but I had no desire to let any boy go all the way. Sure, I masturbated as it gave me such pleasure that it helped me put aside worrying about my parents and all the worldly stuff that seemed to impose on my life and I'd done a lot of petting with boys from my neighbourhood. I got quite a thrill making them cum to see how far their stuff would squirt out and then later I'd meet up with my girlfriends and talk about it as we were all on the same journey of exploration.

Throughout my 16th year my parents evolved their open relationship and I was able to join in some of their conversations where we talked about love, desire, right, wrong and morality. It seemed very appropriate at this time because most of my girlfriends had lost their virginity and were now experimenting having sex with some of the boys I knew. I learned about polygamy and polyandry and that human relationships were different in different countries and that as I lived in a free country. I had the right to live have sex on my own terms.

My 17th birthday was fast approaching and term break had just begun when mum and dad and me went out to dinner with the dad's brother and his family. It turned out to be something of a larger family gathering and I was quite swept away by my cousin Brian, we had an enjoyable conversation, and he never stared at my tits, and in fact, he seemed to take no notice of my body at all so I invited him to visit next day.

Next morning I woke to the sound of loud music, and when I got up, here was mum, totally naked dancing about the house and doing her housework and dad had gone off to work. I grumbled that it was too early for such loud music but she just laughed and told me to organise my laundry so I helped out with a few chores and then we sat naked in the sun and drank coffee. Nudity in our house was never an issue. Ever since I can remember Mum and dad would wander about naked and now that I had gone through puberty, I was more relaxed about my body again.

The doorbell rang and mum suggested that I answer it and give the person a nude surprise. I said no way so she went and returned with Rod, her man friend at heal. She had forgotten he was calling to take her out and asked me to make him a coffee while she went and got dressed. I got up and poured him a coffee and his eyes were all over me so I said, don't fall over your tongue, and followed mum into the house where she confided that he had a mother daughter fantasy.

I did some schoolwork had a snack, and then Brian arrived. I had been in the usual quandary about what to wear and ended up simply throwing on some cut off shorts and one of mum's hot low-cut singlets, so hot my tits kept threatening to fall out. But he was as intelligent and charming as yesterday. Our conversations revolved around sociology, psychology, religions and politics. So I invited him upstairs to my bedroom and we sat together on the piano stool that I used instead of a chair looking up related websites.

We laughed over politics, bureaucracy and hypocrisy, we were a little more serious about why and who we were and suddenly for some unknown reason we were talking about sex, looking at a porn site, discussing morality and human relationships. All during this time I was readjusting my top, because my tits kept falling out, but he never seemed to notice even with his arm brushed over my nipple. But the few minutes, we spent looking at a porn site brought the conversation to a more personal level and I learned that some of the family were jealous that my parents and I were so good-looking while others were very proud of us and missed seeing much of us as we lived so far away.

And of course, I told him that I thought him and his family were good-looking and successful and had every reason to be proud of themselves in there for him and besides his good looks he could have an intelligent conversation and not just stare at a girls tits. He laughed and said that I was the hottest girl ever sat next to a piano stool and he thought that I had a fantastic body to which I replied that I thought you never noticed which lead to expressions of mutual flattery and wrestling on the bed before we got naked and made love.

It was pure pleasure from start to finish and afterward I felt so happy and alive, so absolutely filled with love, but didn't feel as though I was 'in love' but there was also a tinge of sadness as he had an evening commitment and was leaving town early the next day and I did not know if I would ever see him again. So later I shared some of my story with my girlfriends comparing notes deciding that I was very pleased that I had waited so long instead of screwing just anyone as well as lucky as some of my gf's said their 1st time hurt.

But now I'd had the real thing and loved it, I wanted more so I took a few of the local boys for a test fuck, and although I had no great expectations, they gave me no sense of fulfilment, rather just moments of fleeting pleasure as typically they cum to soon or were not very competent and I had to try and show them what to do. The months drifted by and most weekends I'd find someone to have sex with and if it was an enjoyable enough then I date the boy until it became boring which usually occurred after about a week or two. Then, like my girlfriends, and we all seem to be losing interest in sex. Not because we didn't like it and that because we were not being already satisfied.

But during this time, my mum turned out to be my best friend and we became much closer. Not only were we comfortable being naked around each other,  we talked about every aspect about sex, men, impotency, penis size, sex toys, venereal diseases, vaginal health, and one day after I got over my nervousness we practiced some mutual masturbation and cunny lingus on each other and once I got over my initial shyness, it was really lovely and later we laughed about weather or not it could be called incest and decided no. My conversations with mum eclipsed anything my girlfriends talked about and I learned a lot for which I feel eternally grateful.

Then came dad's 40th birthday party, it was something of an event and we had a caterer come in to help with two men and three sweet waitress girls. On the patio, tables were laden with food and a bar setup. We enjoyed a good meal as the sun set and people kept on coming, some ate and left soon after and inside our big living room was cleared for dancing. By about 9.30 our house was soon jampacked with people, a lively party was getting underway and it was absolutely fascinating that both mum and dad had their lovers attending together.

Mum and Dad's girlfriend Mary-Jo seemed to be competing for sexiness and both wore very revealing outfits, but so did most of the other women present so much so that I felt overdressed and changed into a micro miniskirt and a slightly see-through top which seemed to delight my dad and he took me around introducing me to people that I did and didn't know. Some were from this work, some were family friends in some from the polyamory society that I gathered also functioned as a swingers club.

As we moved around talking to people I doubted my choice of attire as a few people reached up my skirt to feel my arse, and although the behaviour is rude, I did not really feel offended and simply stepped out of reach. Later though, I was standing up talking to 2 girls had come with an older man, and the room was quite full, and there was little room to move and the older man who was sitting behind me reached up between my legs and rubbed my pussy, I wriggled and brushed his hand away. Susie the blonde one noticed and said you have to watch out, he's really a dirty old man but we like him. His name was Reggie, he was in his mid-50s and Susie and the other girl whose name I now forget began telling me about their sexual adventures and how he had enough stamina to satisfy them several times over. But its fingers were back he started brushing the back of his fingers up and down my thighs, then fondling my butt and reaching between my legs and rubbing my clit, and I felt totally confused, because I felt so nice and so wrong, because he was a dirty old man feeling me up.

The other girl saved the situation by changing places with me and just in time as I was my panties were getting very wet. Susie said that I looked a little shaken and passed me a drink, saying you could use a little of this. I gulped it down and Susie put away the glass and the three of us put our heads together and the other girl gave us a running commentary on what was happening between her legs... Mmm, its nice he is rubbing my clit, and now he has his thumb inside me but he cannot reach my G spot. We all giggled and got jostled as people squeezed past and more hands began exploring my arse or so I decided it was time for a change of scene.

In the next room people were dancing, including my dad and his girlfriend Mary-Jo so I joined them dancing on that and telling them that Reggie was a dirty old man and that he tried to feel me up. Dad said that he hoped that I wasn't too offended by him and Mary Jo said he does that to me as well, but he is fairly harmless just can't help himself. Dad went off and Mary Jo and I danced for a while and telling each other every time someone touched our arses. Then a guy and I had not seen before it came up behind Mary Jo and started dirty dancing with her, and he reached down and pulled her skirt up around her waist and she lifted her arms above her head as he slipped her top completely off. She looked at me, and with a big smile said meet Randy, my ex.

I can't say that I was surprised to see people's clothes coming off, and I had no time to react as Susie, Reggie and the other girl is squeezed into the dance area both girls totally naked and Reggie minus his trousers. I decided it was time for a another break and went out into the backyard where everyone was still dressed and either gathered in groups talking or dancing on the patio. I said hello to a group of well-dressed people talking about business and they soon left so I idly watched the caterers packing up some of their stuff and leaving and a waitress offered me a drink.

I went back inside and in the kitchen Mum and dad were having a quiet snog in the corner which was really nice to see although they were both completely naked and the sight took my breath away, but I went and gave them a big hug and they asked how I was coping with this crazy party. I told them I was doing fine and surviving the gropers, and at least they were all gentle. They told me how beautiful I was and that I had an amazingly beautiful body that I could be very proud of. Then Mary Jo and Randy stumbled through, Randy was really perspiring and they said they were going outside for some fresh air and Randy winked at me and said hey cutie, it's time to get naked as he disappeared from view.

Dad said that it was time for another dance, and he went off in the direction of the music leaving me and Mum went up to her room, we talked about some of the people who were here, and the possibility that quite a few of them will end up having sex with quite a few different people. And I said that while I can cope with that as long as no one forces me to let anything and I don't want to. I don't know what it was exactly but mum offered me a drink and I drained the glass, I was thirsty, and whatever it was sent a warm glow through my whole body. We talked about group sex and asked if I could handle the situation and said that once back down there, they will want to undress you and suggested that I make a pre-emptive strike and walk in naked. So I stripped off just leaving my shoes on, the heels adding to my height. Taking mums hand, I followed down into the heart of the party. People were in various states of undress and some were completely naked. It was a squeeze to get through, a gauntlet of groping hands sweet kisses and my free hand also did some groping back.

Everyone made way for the Hostess and me her daughter, everyone knew who we were although I had forgotten many of their names. Mum and I danced together for a while and she introduced me to new people who came and joined our dance. I forget the names now, but some people would hug and kiss me sweetly, some hugged me so tight that I thought I would burst, one girl said it's so nice to meet you, and dropped to her knees and put her mouth to my pussy. It felt so good but I almost fell backward and I was caught by some strong arms and I was aware of a cock pushing between in my cheeks.

I extracted myself and I turned to see it was Mum's boyfriend Rod who had caught me and glancing down I saw he had a real boner. But mum stepped in and claimed him saying she had been looking for him earlier.  I did not hear his reply, I had a little space and began dancing enjoying the music and distancing myself from the crowd, but I could not avoid them for long. Everyone wanted to dance with me or to feel me up or fuck me and for awhile I enjoyed being the centre of attention and began playing to them doing my own spontaneous sexy dance routine and then dancing with Suzie.

The attention in the room shifted and I asked Susie what was going on, she said that Randy and another man were double fucking a woman and everyone was trying to watch. This gave us a lot more space to dance in and Susie and I simply enjoyed the rhythm and the movement of our bodies, sometimes moving free and easy. Sometimes, hot and sexy and at one point, really raunchy sliding our pussy's up and down each other's thighs. After a while Reggie joined us he was probably the oldest person present, slightly bald a pot tummy and a rather large erection. I danced around watching as he stood behind Susie bubbling and grinding into her, sometimes it is cock popped through between her legs and she reached down with her hands to stroke it while he held and squeezed her tits, then she turned and faced him and they kissed and spoke but I couldn't hear.

Then Susie says to me it's your turn to dance with Reggie and taking my hand pulled me toward him. I obeyed, and was initially just tolerant of his hands all over me and his cock dangerously close to slipping in, but then I realised he was not forceful so I relaxed and it felt nice and natural. I stood in front of him, rubbing against him and his hands, one fondling my breasts and another rubbing my pussy.  It was nice in a perverse way... Then I turned and leaned forward, holding his cock and sliding it between my pussy lips and Suzie encouraging me while Reggie's fingers penetrated both my openings. Enough I thought, and I slowly extricated myself and found my own space watching although Reggie and a few others kept rubbing against me and I played back, flirtatiously exchanging a few kisses and fondling, but I felt very exhilarated and turned on.

Rod came in and began dancing with Suzie and he soon had her bent over pushing her ass into him and then he was actually fucking her and people crowde round to watch and it seemed the show across the room was over and everyone was drifting back. Suzie leaned forward with her hands on her knees as Rod thrust into her and slowly she folded resting her hands on the floor. She was so flexible, folding so her head almost touched the floor. For everyone else, we were squashed body to body and there was no room to move or who's hands belonged to who.

I found myself pressed between a man and a woman and for a time I lost myself enjoying the cushioning of her big tits against my back contrasted with the hardness of his body and his cock dangerously close to getting in.  I think he said his name was Andy, we kissed a bit and I stroked his cock while his fingers played with my clit and the woman behind massaged my tits. I was so lovely and stimulating and erotic but it was too much and I broke away, but he pulled me back and tried to hold me, but mum rescued me, she took my place and I stepped back and watched as she fucked him. Someone's arms wrapped around me, another woman, her hands were slippery with oil and she began massaging my tits,  I relaxed back against her just enjoying the sensations and watching as more people left off dancing and began having sex.

It was the strangest thing watching a dozen people fucking and swapping partners while I was being held, everyone was in there, Mum, Dad & their partners plus people I'd met and already forgotten their names. I drifted, someone was eating me, a warm wet tongue in my pussy. I notice the blond hair but not the person. I was roused by Rod, he asked if I was ok and said it looked like time I had some fresh air. He took my hand and I followed him out to the patio. The fresh air was liberating and I immediately felt more coherent and comfortable within myself. 

I remembered his remark that mum related about his mother daughter fantasy and asked if it were true. He said it was and that I was so gorgeous & sexy & hot then asked for some bodily contact, actually he just said come here. I came into his arms, we kissed, cuddled & felt each other up, he had a long thin cock, about 9 inches I thought. I was so wet, I has leaking juice down my legs & felt in need of a shower. I excused myself and went off and took a shower. I found my bathroom was occupied, there was a couple fucking on the floor, my folks room was vacant as was their shower and I had a good long soak and felt better.

Mum came in as I was drying off and helped me re-do my hair. We chatted and laughed about the goings on down stairs and the politics of who was fucking who. She talked about how Reggie was such a nice man and a gentle appreciative lover that she thought is would be ok if I let him have his way, while she advised that Randy was randy by nature, a self  and best avoided.  I asked how it was I had not noticed how liberal my parents were and mum explained tat they took care not expose me to all of this until they thought I could cope and not be freaked out. In some ways it seemed like I'd just graduated from junior school and found myself at university.

I asked what was in the drinks and mum said that it was a mix of fruit juice with a little vodka and some herbal aphrodisiacs that would not get you drunk, but helped to relax and boost your libido.  We took an hour, mum also had a shower and freshened up plus another couple of drinks, then we went back down and I had a hand full of condoms. The living room and dance area was just an orgy though the numbers had dwindled.  The lights were very low and the music was soft and sensual and I felt soo good. I recognised Dad and Mary-Jo, I knelt down and gave dad a hug n kiss, he was a bit out of it and he kissed me like another woman while Mary-Jo pulled me close so she could kiss my pussy. That was a bit much and I extracted myself crawling away to stumble over Randy who was laying on his back with a woman riding him, I sat on his face for a bit enjoying the woman who had huge tits and was a great kisser.

Next was Suzie on her hands and knees with some guy fucking away like there was no tomorrow but she was a bit ho-hum so we kissed a bit & I lay gown and she went to work with her tongue on my pussy. It sure felt good and another woman sat on my face, she leaked cum all over me and distracted Suzie who was doing a nice job. I got out of that and mum was giving head and her ass was free, so I took the liberty, first with my hands & fingers exploring the vaguely familiar territory before going in with my tongue. Mum has a big clit & I enjoyed sucking on it and she tasted nice but there was a mix of other tastes there as well....

But I was not there long before a guy was eating me out, discovering I was as wet as and I had sufficient presence of mind to pause what I was doing to ensure he had a fresh condom on. He did and a rather large and slightly bent cock gave me several orgasms before a slightly smaller one took over. The immediate contrast in size was interesting but became boring after a while. Well it was nice, but just nice and I was please when he stopped.  Mum cum and we lay in each others arms and kissed and I rolled her over so I was on top and Suzie joined us and it was nice, just three women touching tenderly. Men were still exploring and a cock pressed into my ass, but I didn't let him in, but Suzie invited him and I watched close up as she was ass fucked. Mum meantime was replaced by Reggie, the first I realised was him licking my ass and I was about to shoo him away but once I recognised him, I let him continue. Hi tongue was gentle as it penetrated slightly and a hand massaged my pussy, the hand I soon learned belonged  to the other girl as she got under me and two tongues was delightful. But then I felt I had to give some attention back and went down on Reggie. He seemed to enjoy what I was doing and his girl attended to my ass, first with her tongue, then putting a finger in while by now Reggie had his mouth to my pussy and was delivering some serious pleasure. This was increased when something larger slid up my ass, it was a shock at first, then a moments panic as I worried about condoms, then it was nice as whoever it was fucked my ass.

I lost track of time, but then I remember Mum being there and she was being fucked in all three holes as I turned and started fucking Reggie. It was nice sliding up & down his shaft and as I sat up, someone gave me a drink, it was nice and refreshing and soon I orgasmed. Reggie wanted to get astride me, but I needed a rest so Suzie and I lay back and watched. The numbers had diminished and there were maybe 25 or so people left & we quietly commented on the performances.

After a 1/2 hour I was ready for more, Suzie & I spent a few minutes licking each others pussies & cracks & went exploring. I found Mary-Jo almost asleep on top of Dad who was really asleep. We hugged and kissed and I offered her help to get him to bed, but she said, lets wait a bit, it looks like your till wanting more fun. She pointed me toward the corner of the room and I went over to find four men and one woman, she was laying a top one guy with his cock in her pussy, with another guy ass fucking her and she was alternating giving head to the other two. I watched for a few minutes and crawled over and presented him my ass, he needed no persuasion and his very big cock soon filled my pussy. I just kept my ass up, rested my face in my hands and let him bang away. He must have tired as he slowed down and went a bit soft, then he was replaced, it was a little cock. Less than enjoying myself I turned and gave some head to the 1st guy while the little guy kept pounding away. The other three were still at it and I wondered how it would feel with one in each hole. The big guy was hard again so I began riding him and indicated the small guy to try the back door. It was nice but to uncoordinated and after 10mins, I'd had enough, it was just to mechanical and not all that pleasurable.

Rod and Mum were in the kitchen and she asked how I was. I told them what I'd been doing & mum asked to see my pussy. I sat on the table & opened my legs, she had a close inspection with her fingers & tongue, then invited Rod to take a look. He asked if I'd been fucked enough for one night. I said I'd had a great time but am always ready for more.  With that he slid me to the edge, put my legs over his shoulders and began fucking me. With my legs up, he really got in deep and I had another massive orgasm and I felt satisfied.

While he was doing me, Mum woke dad and they closed the house, gave bedding to those still here and the music was turned off. I took a shower, said goodnight to mum and Rod, Mary-Jo  and dad then toured the house one last time. There were people sleeping in the hallway and living rooms in all positions and I retired to my bed.

It was noon the next day when I woke, my ass felt odd when I had a shit, but otherwise I felt great. Mum Dad, Ray & Mary-Jo were doing the finishing touches to the cleanup and apart from overflowing garbage bins, the house was returned to normal. We ate together taking about the night and I wondered what if anything I could say to my girlfriends.........?

This is the start of my deviant life and your welcome to read the next page and perhaps I'll write some more.